To be honest - it's not the degree, so much as it's everything else that I thought the degree would be an escape from. It's just me. I don't think that 'oh, I'll persevere because it's not as though I've got anything better to do' is a valid way to spend three years and too much money.
I guess my priorities have changed, but I also see that they've changed to being the kind of short-term, superficial values that I used to despise in my undergraduate days. Back then I think I would have fitted right in to this place, but I wasn't here, and so I felt like a freak. And now I am here, I've changed too much to really fit in either.
Hmm. Think that's basically the problem. Wow, will sleep better now.
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To be honest - it's not the degree, so much as it's everything else that I thought the degree would be an escape from. It's just me. I don't think that 'oh, I'll persevere because it's not as though I've got anything better to do' is a valid way to spend three years and too much money.
I guess my priorities have changed, but I also see that they've changed to being the kind of short-term, superficial values that I used to despise in my undergraduate days. Back then I think I would have fitted right in to this place, but I wasn't here, and so I felt like a freak. And now I am here, I've changed too much to really fit in either.
Hmm. Think that's basically the problem. Wow, will sleep better now.
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