i used to really like autumn

[fox]

My nerves have been fraying lately, and today everything is making me cry. And about fifteen minutes ago I realized it's because today is the day, two years ago, that my mother said my father's oncologist said my brother and I had better come home.

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[lexin]

I have the same feeling about spring. 17 March to 7 May in any given year suck for me, and that's because it's the length of time my late father took to die from pancreatic cancer.

[kass]

I hug you up.

I hope that someday there will be autumn joys which will soften these memories.

btw, today's a day when people around the world are saying Yizkor (remembrance/memorial) prayers -- I don't know if there's any comfort in this, but you are not alone in remembering and weeping today.

[musesfool]

*hugs*