Poor sweetie, I think all the worries and meds and sicknesses have just worn you the fuck out. Which is natural. And you could be right, it might be time for new pillows -- have you tried sobakawa pillows? If not, could I interest you in one? We have at least one that's never been used...

If you can, if you want (yeah, I know, you've prolly got curling), stop by this weekend (with any other wonderful friend you'd like) and we'll watch videos and throw popcorn at the cat. You might just need something that non-exerting like that.

Door's always open...

terri