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So yeah, I have just -- with regret -- left the choir that ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sanj and denis77 and I were in together. I was missing too many rehearsals and way too many services, and it wasn't fair to anyone, really, to make them keep expecting me without knowing if I was going to be there on a given week.
In a way I'm glad it ended this way; at the beginning, I was incredibly frustrated with the thing a lot of the time -- it was like remedial choir, I remember saying once. Three hours of rehearsal, on two different days, for a combined fifteen minutes or so of music in each service felt excessive to me, and I was becoming bored and resentful. But this Thursday, we actually started rehearsing ahead, doing something for next week, and omg the concept of building a repertoire!, but this morning I woke up with a nasty migraine and couldn't go in and that was that, really -- I had to call myself off.
But I'm glad I'm sorry to be leaving, rather than relieved.
sanj and denis77 and I were in together. I was missing too many rehearsals and way too many services, and it wasn't fair to anyone, really, to make them keep expecting me without knowing if I was going to be there on a given week.In a way I'm glad it ended this way; at the beginning, I was incredibly frustrated with the thing a lot of the time -- it was like remedial choir, I remember saying once. Three hours of rehearsal, on two different days, for a combined fifteen minutes or so of music in each service felt excessive to me, and I was becoming bored and resentful. But this Thursday, we actually started rehearsing ahead, doing something for next week, and omg the concept of building a repertoire!, but this morning I woke up with a nasty migraine and couldn't go in and that was that, really -- I had to call myself off.
But I'm glad I'm sorry to be leaving, rather than relieved.
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