re: my brains

(I can't believe I missed the opportunity to use that subject line earlier this evening. Fortunately, I have more to say.)

I keep thinking I must be overselling the headache/vertigo/dizzy spell trifecta - that I must always have felt like this and sort of just never noticed (or at least never minded) it before, if that makes sense. ... And then I'll turn my head and go whoa and realize, yet again, that no, this is really a thing. I can play through it most of the time, but mainly because I'm assuming I won't have to play through it all the time forever.

Feh.

tired

Today I am tired in a way that seems like I will never be anything other than tired ever again. I know I can't say "I'm so tired all the time augh", because I can remember having more energy, like, yesterday; but I can't remember what that felt like, only that it happened, and I literally can't imagine feeling not-tired any time soon.

Of course what will probably happen is that I'll revive a little after lunch, and then get a second wind at sort of 9:45 when I should be thinking about sleeping (I try, though I don't often succeed, to get to bed relatively early, these days, because I know when the sleep is less restful I need more of it). Sigh.

oh hey

1. It's not a tumor! (Now I can run for Governor of California, amirite?)

2. He also doesn't see anything like MS-type lesions.

3. Next up: referral to a neurologist. Wheee!