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Mar. 23rd, 2020

( CW: Sexual assault )

The can't-find-my-gate stuff is a normal anxiety dream for me - I realized some months ago based on something Lin-Manuel Miranda, of all people, said on Twitter that I have travel-related anxiety dreams a lot, where I get lost or the train I'm on doesn't go where it's always gone or I'm driving and the road falls out from under me or whatever - and the child-care stuff (even given it's other people's children) is pretty transparent right now also. But I don't know where the recurring personal-violation stuff is coming from. Maybe a question for the therapist.

i was so ... anxious
Crossposts: https://darthfox.livejournal.com/1458144.html

My therapist agrees that the recent (and two for two) attempted-sexual-assault theme in my dreams represents The Virus itself and how one is afraid of it as an assaultive force. She also, more interestingly (at least I think so), wondered if my anxiety dreams have had a travel theme only since my dad died or whether I had that sort of dream before. I'll have to look in the ol' "dream theater" tag to see if I can tell.

i was so ... anxious
Crossposts: https://darthfox.livejournal.com/1458386.html

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