Jan. 19th, 2023

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So I have an appointment at 11 to see wtf was going on with me yesterday. BP this morning was 128/95, which is both not a lot lower than yesterday and much more in my usual range; I'm not bananas about that 95 but it's obviously below 100, which if that had been the case yesterday I wouldn't even have bothered to tell anyone about it. (If that had been the case at the dentist last week I wouldn't even have bothered to measure BP in the first place after seeing stars in the shower.)

Many years ago, my brother's father-in-law wasn't feeling well one evening, went to bed early promising to see a doctor if he still wasn't feeling well in the morning, woke up in the morning still not feeling well, called an ambulance, and died before it reached him. He was older then than I am now, but of course that was on my mind yesterday when I was like, I'm feeling a lot better but not quite back to what I'd call normal, and I don't know how much of that is whatever was happening earlier still happening now and how much of it is just anxiety. (I mean. Of course I was panicking! But was that all I was doing?)

Anyway, today I feel nothing like I was feeling yesterday, so whatever it was seems to have passed?, but I'm going in to get looked at anyway. I have a whole page of notes, because of course I do.

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