two things i don't like:

1.  when the end of my nose itches like crazy and nothing will make it stop.

2.  the state of near-unconsciousness at which i can hear the alarm when it goes off, but not understand what's making the noise.  this is a level of alertness a notch or two above the one where the sound of the alarm works itself into a dream; i somehow know i'm in my bed, and there's a noise bothering me, but i've spent all the available synapses on being annoyed so i can't even try to wonder what the noise is, much less work out how to make it stop.  i generally manage to hit the snooze somehow, at some point, when i'm like this, and on better days i remember the sensation nine minutes later when the alarm goes off again and i'm a shade closer to awake.

memos

to: ego
from: id
re: don't give me that he's just not that into you crap - what are we, a rules girl now?

eye contact.  smile!  i say i saw flirting behavior.  'where are you off to' he says.  'may i join you' he says.  'just come with me while i run to drop this book off at the library first' he says.  MORE SMILEY FLIRTING.  HA.


to:  id
from: ego
re: oh, stop it.

you're not convincing anyone, you know.  even the superego is laughing at you.  if he wants to call, he'll call.  there's nothing wrong with simply being friendly.  you're just making a fool of yourself, is what.  do settle down.


to: id
from: superego
re: bwaaaaaaaahhahahahaha!

[pppbtbbtbhthhhthhh]!  you're funny.


to: ego, superego
from: id
re: ...

shut up, okay?  i just want to be happy and feel good about ourself.  shut up.